A Tribute to Lavanya..

A Friend may not be a Friend, holding your hands and walking with you, through out your Life, but a friend only has the ability to give that hope n faith of holding your hands and walking with you, through out your Life, Dead or Alive.

There couldn’t be a more shaky n shocking dawn like today, next only to 12.02.2003. Lavan…Lavanya…Lavanya Nallusamy..my dear friend, I couldn’t believe still, what Appa said this morning at 4.15 am, when I was about to leave home, to catch the bus to my office. It couldn’t be you Lavs! I just can’t have the words wander in my mind, that You are no more. May be, we were together, for a very few months..may be 6-7 months, but you left a unerasable, unerodable mark in my Life. Nobody else including my mom, had ever said that Hey! Your eyes are really expressive n beautiful. Nobody else had the guts to call me in short, following the name of Kuvalai Kannan, the Best friend of Subramanya Bharathi. Nobody else had the right and honesty to say that Come on! Let Others think n say that you have a matured way of thinking. But Don’t think yourself that you’ve grown up n should act n be always matured. Take your time to live n enjoy like any common youth. Have fun in Life yaar!

My Book shelf is still having that bundle of Vairamuthu Books, you requested me to select and send to gift your husband. My draft mail box is still with that unsent mail with PPts for your performance appraisal. What shall I do with these pending lot? What shall I do with those phone numbers named as Lavanya n Lavanya Mumbai?  Sachin ka Dhaba, the 10 o’clock ice cream parlour, Anna Nagar Park Tower, The Nilgiris, Twelfth Main road, AICSCC, the silent roads of Anna Nagar Nights, my phone directory are still there, missing you. Missing only You. One n Only You.

Believed for the first time, that Pregnancy n Delivery are like the Second Birth for Women. Truth revealed n learnt in the worst way. But…you shouldn’t have been the victim Lavan. How it happened? Why you couldn’t resist those moments? Unaswerable questions for you…

Where’re you Lavan? I just can’t say n conclude with that usual RIP. ‘coz, your Smile n the warmth and friendship with which you spread that smile around will never leave this World. Unbelievable Lavan!! Donno, how your family could digest this irrecoverable loss. Uncle, Aunty n Sidhu, esp your husband, God Be with them, to strengthen this moment. Piridhoru janmam irundhaal meendum Sandhippom. Miss you Lavan..Miss you Dear….Rest in Peace.