Nothing hurts more than the sense of getting betrayed by your own people, whom you think that they are with you. How can you sleep peacefully when your confident deceives your faith everytime? How much depression you undergo when you understand that people live with you, but live for others, only others other than the people who still believes you in your family? How many times should I interfere with people in no way connected to me to save souls? You have deceived me, my trust, my faith. Murdered my feelings. It hurts a lot. A LOT. You can't satisfy anybody else when you go on hurt those people who brought you up and been with you in all your ups and downs. Even I could bring people home but not in a friend's disguise n cheat my family. Just imagine your sister with a man wandering in the streets of bangalore, telling a lie at home of attending an interview. Disgusting. A third rated lie. Cheater. Cheater, Cheater. A boy who visits my family will be a friend felt as a Brother only. I can't betray my family, the faith they have upon me. I had been a fire for all these days n I will be. I can't tolerate all these rubbish long. God! Give me patience to make things straight.
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